there's a grip on my heart. a painful grip.
i dont know how. i dont know why.
nothing matters.
it seems so dark there's no light
i hate it.
i walk to nowhere. neverending dream
i search for nothing
i need nothing at all
i feel so cold.. so icy cold.. my finger tips froze like snow
i yearn for nothing. hope for none.
my tears are chalk. and my lies are dust.
i wanna go away.
to nobody's place.

just leave me as who i am. perhaps..so better this way.....